Tuesday, March 21, 2006

ii jus cant do wiithout euu =(
i had a terrible dream last nite.. so scary.. i dreamt tt willy dun wan me le.. he told me he has fallen for another girl.. n no longer love me anymore.. he said.. "me n u are in the past.. no more wild boar n fire boar.. no more love between us.." hais.. i'm sad.. i cried.. but fortunately.. its jus a dream.. this dream made me realise how much i need u.. i dun wish to lose u ever again.. pls.. god.. pls help my deariie.. he's a good guy.. a good boyfriend too.. i promise to cherish u always.. i will not bully u or take u for granted le.. all i wan is euu.. dear.. =(

>",< p|ggy`qI .. [6:54 PM]

*____x[I]*[misssh]*[x willy]x____*

Friday, March 17, 2006

blur blur me.. omg! =pp

>",< p|ggy`qI .. [7:26 AM]

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dear n me.. =(

may god bless him.. he's my one n only!

>",< p|ggy`qI .. [7:22 AM]

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butt n me.. hugs

>",< p|ggy`qI .. [7:20 AM]

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memories of us.. =)

dear.. pls.. get well soon! i miss u!

>",< p|ggy`qI .. [7:18 AM]

*____x[I]*[misssh]*[x willy]x____*

dear god! pls help mui dear.. =(
so sad.. god.. pls help me! help my poor darling.. i dun wish anything to happen to him.. i will pray for him.. pray to u in behave of him.. pls.. he's a good man.. a good friend.. a good boyfriend.. pls.. help him.. bless him.. i promise to be good.. i promise to take good care of him.. pls.. god.. help him! i beg u.. =(

>",< p|ggy`qI .. [7:07 AM]

*____x[I]*[misssh]*[x willy]x____*

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

me.. me.. me.. a lil pic of jus me! =pp

opps!! this is me! me.. me.. hmmm.. soo act cute.. took this pic at panjang.. hee.. omg.. twist in action! no disturbing ar.. hee!

>",< p|ggy`qI .. [10:54 AM]

*____x[I]*[misssh]*[x willy]x____*

now den ii realiise.. u're so iimpt to mee
darling.. sorry.. its my fault to made u sick again.. really sorry.. i really felt so lost without ur voice, ur laughters, ur lame-ness, ur smiles, ur tease.. everything.. hais.. deariie.. ii miss euu so much! now den i noe i care so much for euu.. now den i know how worried i am without u..
u know hor.. those 2 days u didnt on hp.. i'm so worried? i really did so much to find u.. hais.. i was like.. keep praying tt u're fine.. hope tt nth will happen to u.. if really smth happened to u, wat am i going to do? do u bare to leave me? hais.. dear.. pls get well soon hao ma? tml i'll go visit u at NUH de.. hais.. miss u soo much! pls.. god.. dun let anything happened to my dear.. i'll bear for him.. pls.. sobs..

>",< p|ggy`qI .. [9:38 AM]

*____x[I]*[misssh]*[x willy]x____*

Friday, March 10, 2006

heys! i'm backs.. juz too bored! =pp
hmmm.. sooooo long didnt update blog le.. hee.. hmmm.. its time to wor.. hee..
now de qi.. got 1 darling. 1 teletubby. 1 mei-gam. others all drifted apart from me le.. and.. hmmm.. no more pipi.. haha.. no more "zhu" le ba.. its the second time losing him le.. but its ok.. he got gf le.. always tot of him whenever i heard "jue jiang".. miss him alot sometimes.. hais.. but no choice.. he got a gf le.. i muz distanced away from him.. sorry.. sometimes is i purposly dun wan reply ur msg or wat de.. cos.. i also dunno leh.. shouldnt be so close to u.. i got bf.. u got gf now too.. though i truly miss u alot alot sometimes.. life seems to be weird without contacting with u.. but its ok ba.. hope u will stay happily with ur girl.. take good care of urself ba.. hmmm.. nowadays quite good with jeff.. hee.. oppss! he's moii teletubby! he's sooo funny.. say regretted not being with me last time.. hee.. omg.. sooo lame! but wish u and sl will be back together again ok.. dun sad le.. i'm ur baby sun.. dun hide things from me wor.. hee.. anything juz come to me.. q's here for u.. last of all.. muii little darling.. dun jealous ok.. u're mine.. and i'm definately urs.. dun worry ok.. hee.. no matter wat.. i wont run away de.. cos i know u dun bare to let off my hands rite.. hee.. *shy* muackiies.. sometimes juz dunno how to express my care. love. n miss for uu! darling.. understand me more ok! happy 6th month anniversary! muackiiees!! luvs u and only u always.. =pp

>",< p|ggy`qI .. [10:08 AM]

*____x[I]*[misssh]*[x willy]x____*

Friday, September 16, 2005

[09.09.05] .. a new story begin.. will it be a nice chapter? =)
hmmm.. update time.. dun be shock ya? i had finally found moii prince le.. i finally have the courage to step into another relationship after 1 yr plus? it took me quite some time to be with him.. but after being with him.. i realised how impt he is to me.. and how much i care and love him.. today its juz the 7th dae of us.. but we had lots of ups and downs le..
hmmm.. with him around.. i feel so comfortable.. with him around i feel so fortunate.. with him around.. i feel so secured.. though he may not be perfect.. neither am i perfect.. though he may not be moii dream guy.. but i believe he'll definately make a good boyfriend.. and i believe we'll have a sweet chapter coming..
deariie boi boi.. thx for showering ur care and concern for me.. i noe everything u did is for me.. i noe u alwayz think for me.. sorry.. alwayz so childish.. dun understand u.. but i truly love u worx.. and i promise to be by ur side ya? presently.. no one else in moii mind except u.. thus dun needa worry ya? heex.. =p
felt so romantic.. first time got guy carry me on his bicycle.. somemore is moii boyfriend! omg.. sooo sweet! still remember first time u send me to batok den go gombak den go back batok again on ur bicycle.. wow.. sooo funny lor.. den ytd u also juz sent me to panjang with ur bicycle from batok.. wow! moii butt hurts! and moii leg also cramp le.. but its ok.. coz its sweet.. and also coz its u who's moii personal driver..
hmmm.. be moii personal driver forever ok? though there's times when i feel we may not suit each other.. and there's time when i dun even understand wat u're thinking.. and also there's time when i have the urge to break off with u.. but.. i wont give up de.. coz i will never wanna regret losing u.. u're indeed a very good guy.. thus i muz hold u tight tight.. heex..
but if.. one day u really feel like leaving me *touch wood*.. its ok.. i will never stop u and will never force u to be back with me.. coz seeing u smiling happily is moii only wish.. i rather to see u happily den to see u sad.. coz u're alwayz moii dearest deariie silly boi boi..
chanel loves willy ..
no.13 luvs no.9 ..
girl girl <3 boi boi ..
and of course .....
i ("v") u .. *muackx*

miss moii boi boi lots lots.. i'll alwayz cherish u! =p

>",< p|ggy`qI .. [1:43 PM]

*____x[I]*[misssh]*[x willy]x____*

Thursday, September 01, 2005

i'm sorry.. juz wanna be single..
currently i have a close guy friend.. somehow he also confess his feelings for me.. i feel real fortunate to have him in moii life.. he made me feel tt i'm not tt lonely.. but dunno why.. juz having this feeling tt i wanna stay single.. it doesnt mean tt i dun have a single bit of feelings for him.. but juz dun wish to have a boyfriend currently..
juz wish to stay happiee.. living happily with moii family.. and getting along well with moii friends.. i need moii family and friends.. dun wish to alwayz made mummy angry.. so muz be home early these few days.. moii friends are impt to me too.. like ping, chicky, piaodong, na, boss, yi, ann, and lots lots.. they brighten up moii life.. and alwayz being with me.. i miss being with ping.. miss being with grace..
though these days got ppl pei me.. but.. something still seems to be amiss..
dun wish to lose anyone in life.. especially those impt to me..
maybe presently its still not the right time to be in a relationship ba..
thus.. piaodong.. dun keep asking me to be with him..
i really dunno wat to do at times..
maybe like wat na say.. its still not the right time ba..
* i miss moii zhu.. i miss zen too.. sometimes.. moii ex appear in moii mind too..
i dunno why.. but too much things in me..
and o'level is coming.. i seems to be in a lost..
lots of subjects i'm still unsure of.. so must buck up le..
hope i will do well for o level and go to a course tt i wan..

>",< p|ggy`qI .. [11:11 AM]

*____x[I]*[misssh]*[x willy]x____*

Sunday, August 14, 2005

kinda miss u.. but ur mind never tot of me.. =(
went to see ur blog.. hai.. same like last time.. ur life is still full of girls.. alwayz girls.. haiz.. kinda miss the past when we alwayz msg and meet up.. haiz.. but it was the past.. why? why i always tot of u.. but.. u never did? am i juz a passerby in ur life? never someone whom u wanna cherish? haiz.. kinda down.. why am i feeling down whenever i went through ur blog? it hurts..
- to you.. [ sea-food : "p" ]

='(

and.. ping.. are we drifting apart? haiz.. *saddens*

>",< p|ggy`qI .. [11:42 PM]

*____x[I]*[misssh]*[x willy]x____*

happy to noe u.. sometimes.. i juz wonders...
i like the "u" when we're msging.. but dislike the "u" in real life.. like to fierce ppl.. especially me.. omg.. alwayz give a face tt i cannot tahanz.. but find u quite sweet and caring at times too..
hmmm.. alwayz surprises me with new stuffs.. first is the "pic".. second is the "shirt".. hahaha.. thx worx.. sometimes juz feel quite touched.. hen kai xin ke yi ren shi ni.. zhen de ooo.. juz dun keep fierce-ing me can le..
but sometimes i juz wonders.. is the one who msg me "u"? hahaha.. coz its truly quite different ba.. and.. maybe ba.. i may not be able to forget him.. never get rid of him from moii heart.. but i wont wanna fell for him more.. coz me and him are impossible.. dun wish to give moiiself a fake hope.. he'll alwayz be moii "dream-guy".. someone juz like a dream.. a dream tt will never come true.. isnt it? hais..
but thx for everything ya? ur msgs brightens me up.. made me feel tt i'm not lonely.. a thousand thx to u.. someone i called bendan.. but he never wans it.. haha.. =p
p.s .. i truly thinks tt u and her make a perfect match.. muz jiayou ok.. heex.. qi support u.. *winkx*

>",< p|ggy`qI .. [11:31 PM]

*____x[I]*[misssh]*[x willy]x____*